Writing Slump

I haven't written in days. I guess that isn't as dramatic as it sounds - it has only been like three, four, something like that. I've been working. Generally, after I work, I don't want to 'work' and do some writing. Rather, I would just sit and relax and read. The problem with this is that I don't have an extremely good book (we all know how hard those are too find) to read right now - I'm reading a so-so that is an earlier book of an author I like. So the book isn't catching my attention and lifting my mood. And nobody has really updated. It's like a slump in the fanfiction world of things I like to read. That is so depressing. So, I have nothing to get me out of my moods. I was doing good about an half hour ago, looking forward to playing some games of some kind, and then I got a phonecall. I probably shouldn't be saying this on the internet, but I'm pretty sure the person in question doesn't read this - why would he?, and I'm not trying to be cruel. So, this phonecall made me depressed. His phonecalls always do. I don't know why I keep taking them - I need to just break things off. Yet I am weak, and a bit of a coward it seems, in the department of hurting people's feelings. I just feel bad about it, period. I'm sure it would be worse later on, but how do I do it now without being a total hag? That is the question. I don't want to talk to him now, because talking to him now is like looking back with '20/20' hindsight, and I realize all the things I never did, and the way he talks and acts just makes me damn depressed all over. And I don't have a book or a friend to call right now to get myself out of it. So, I am going to write, and get myself out of this slump. I know vaguely where I want to go, I have the direct next part planned out in a really cool manner that I thought up at work - that day I wanted to come home and write, but I got a phonecall from somebody what was either drunk or disturbed, and they ruined it.

So, after lifting my emotional burden a tinsy bit with this blog, I am going to go write. I had a review today, and that helped things. More will do even better, and to get more I need to write more. So here goes, out of the emotional and writing slump and into the groove. Huzah!

Tchao.
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