Sigh

Heave a giant sigh for me today. I wanted to write, I sat down after looking through my typical list of sites for the day to write, but I flunked. I'm tired. Turs out getting wisdom teeth removed makes you tired all the time. Or, it could be, now that I have an excuse, I'm just going to take advantage and sleep more. Could be.

I wasn't entirely sure what I wanted to do with the next chapter at this very second, so I figured I should write and outline, start the juices flowing, cause I did want to write. I wanted that nice feeling again. I wrote three bullets of the first couple seconds and called it quits. Off to bed I plan to go. I couldn't think of where I wanted to directly go. I don't think I am clarifying that too well by just repeating it, but oh well. I think this scene might have to just write itself out, no outlining from me. I'll have to try that one next. This chapter has the feeling of being a long time in coming. Bummer for everyone around. Sorry all!

In the mean time, with the new college year looming, the bug to get something done has come once more. So, plans: start a baby garden. Mainly carrots. With some possible tomatoes and cilantro. I want some fresh stuff dangit. And once I see if I can actually garden and that I want to continue it, I might buy heirloom plants for next year. We'll see. Kind of expensive to ship them when I can just go to Target or Walmart or something, which I know is bad. Hard habit to break. Also on the list: find a good story. With the need for an actual career looming, worries of having a job I hate for all of life are blooming. Thus, I need to begin my writing career now. Also, joining an agricultural/gardening club, sustainability club, and acting group, and that is all for now. Also, I want a new job. This last one might not happen. Same on the acting thing. This could all suddenly turn into a lot of work. Bummer when that happens. Huh. Guess I need to organize my life more. Sometimes I hate that I planned classes every day. And that I have to work. Huh. We need to add an extra day during the week. Anyways, enough on stuff not on the story.

I want to write another one shot, maybe. The idea (of writing one) is there. I find I am too caught up in Ultimatum for another story, though. There is a fanfic contest at my local library. And I need a story. A four page limit - way, way small for me. So I need to find something to write. Nothing in that department either. So, SIGH!

Tchao for now!
BoxingKing

P.S. I BOUGHT A SPANISH TEXTBOOK! Now I can begin to learn that with French. Woohoo!